Sermon February 10 2019
Can you picture in your mind a statue of an angel. The angel is sitting down with its wings spread out behind. The angel has its left elbow on its left knee and is holding its hand over its eyes as if the angel is thinking or possibly exasperated. Here is the caption, “I have a feeling that my guardian angel often looks like this”. Have you ever wondered what your guardian angel is going to do with such a sinner? Whoever wrote the caption must have been ashamed of something or maybe had feelings of being worthless. All of those feelings come when we don’t think we are good enough or smart enough or caring enough or whatever.
Robin Williams once said, “All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are.” We know that Robin Williams suffered from depression. His feelings of sadness or perhaps uselessness were so overwhelming that he could not cope with it.
In today’s lessons, three famous Scriptural figures describe their individual encounters with God. They are overcome with their faults and their sense of unworthiness. I ask you to think about how you feel when you are in God’s presence. As you do so, let us hear how God responded to each of them and consider how God responds to you.
Isaiah described an encounter with God. “I saw the Lord sitting on a throne”. In response to being in God’s presence, Isaiah was penitent. The glory of God brought to mind his sinfulness. He was convinced that he could not do God’s will. Isaiah wrote that he was a man of unclean lips. Woe is me. Isaiah expected that God would punish him forever because of his sin. Isaiah thought that he was worthless in God’s eyes. But God had other plans. God offered forgiveness to Isaiah in the form of live coals, something I hope I don’t have to endure. Then, God proclaimed that Isaiah would be a prophet and called him to do God’s work.
Paul also described the feeling of being unworthy. He wrote that he was unfit to proclaim the gospel because he had persecuted the followers of Jesus. Paul was present when some followers were killed. This is another case of God’s forgiveness and call to action. Paul described being visited personally by Jesus Christ. We often think of Paul’s conversion as a strike of lightning. Did Jesus come to Paul in bodily form or did Jesus appear as a bright light? We do not know the specifics but Paul indicates that Jesus was present with him. That is what caused Paul to accept Jesus as his God. Paul articulated the basis of our faith. Paul had turned from worthless to one of the most important voices of Christianity.
In the gospel for today, Jesus goes out on a boat with the fishermen. Jesus tells them to go out and catch some fish. Peter knew that the fish are on the surface in the nighttime and wondered how this carpenter could know that fish were nearby. Surprisingly, they bring in a load of fish so big that their nets were breaking. Peter realized that Jesus was the holy one and he said, "Go away from me, Lord, for I am a sinful man!” Peter must have felt that he was not worthy of being in the Lord’s presence because of his sins. Jesus never responded to the concerns of Peter about his sinful nature. Instead, Jesus told Peter that instead of catching fish he would be catching people. Jesus took a flawed person and created something special, the leader of the church.
So, we have three important men of Scripture who state publicly that they are sinners and they are not worthy of God’s love. It is certainly encouragement for the rest of us. We can see ourselves in the stories of Isaiah and Paul and Peter. And what is the response that God gave in each case? Acceptance, forgiveness and a call to use some of the gifts that had been given to them.
Have you ever said that you are not worthy of all that God has given to you? It is true that God has given us so much that we haven’t earned, so much that has been given to us. In the Rite I service at 8:00 we say the words, “I am not worthy so much as to gather up the crumbs under thy table”. While it speaks specifically of worthiness, perhaps it is a sense of humility, making sure that our place is below that of God.
Have any of you reached the point were you feel useless, that you are worthless to God? I hope not for that is quite contrary to the basic tenets of Christianity. Our belief is that we are made in God’s image and that God loves us. Rather than say that we are worthless, I would encourage you to say that we are not worthy. It suggests that we are good but not good enough. We work but we haven’t worked enough to receive all that God gives us.
I am sure that you know of someone who fits the description of Peter. I am thinking of my friend Rose Anne. Rose Anne was a successful nurse and later went out and helped medical facilities to meet their required standards. She was a quiet but effective person. I know that she would say that she was not worthy. And yet, God chose Rose Anne to go to seminary. She is now a priest in northern Ohio.
The experience of being in God’s presence should give us peace and forgiveness and joy. Being in the presence of God should not give us a sense of shame. Why then did Isaiah and Paul and Peter respond to the presence of God in their lives by suggesting that they were not worthy? The only conclusion I reached is that their sense of humility overwhelmed them. They realized that they were less than God and they were thankful because God cared for them in spite of their limitations.
Here is a passage I read this week, “The Experience of God let them understand that they are far, far less than God. This is not bad, it is good. Our own elegance (our prideful self) cannot make us holy but God can. We can be proud to be unworthy if reception of God’s love is the result”.
We can say, Lord, you are the one who always shows us mercy. We do so with confidence. If we ever feel shame in the presence of God, we know that God does not say in return, “I reject you,” but “I love you dearly. Come be with me, you fine human being.”
When you come into the presence of God, it is appropriate to humble yourself. We remember that we are failed human beings who do not deserve what we have been given. We even offer our words of contrition in the service. We ask for God’s forgiveness.
Do not forget today’s Scripture. Don’t forget that God forgives and chooses each of us to do something special. Don’t forget that God will give you the gifts you need.
This is a day to feel the peace of God, it is a day to bask in the joy of God’s love. We pray fervently that God will forgive our sins. But we also live in the certainty that God not only forgives but also endows us with gifts to share with others. It is a day to remember these words from an unknown author, “Imagine someone who loves you so much, they make you love yourself.”
There is a modern day Christian piece of music called, “Here I am, Lord”. The words are taken from the passage we read in Isaiah today. The song suggests that we also are called by God and that our response, like Isaiah’s should be, “Here I am, send me”. Our response to God’s call is not possible until we first hear the words of forgiveness that God gives to all of us. It is not possible until we feel that love of God and know that he will be with us as we proclaim God’s word.
I hope that you are inspired by the word of God today, that you will experience God’s presence in your life, that you will know God’s never failing love, that you are certain of God’s acceptance and forgiveness. May the presence of God give you the strength to respond, Here I am Lord, send me. Amen.
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